Exhibition Openings

I have my show coming up VERY SOON (scary!) So lately I have been paying as much attention to how people are presenting the show as I am to the artwork involved in the show.

Most openings are pretty standard, you have drinks, occasionally there is food as well, people stand around and drink and talk and if it is a really successful night you don't really look at the artwork at all because there are too many people blocking your view! There are price lists on a table somewhere, sometimes a blurb about the artist and the work as well... and if they can afford it a glossy brochure with coloured pics. People can organize speeches, but not everyone worries about this...

Occasionally people do things differently, incorporate elements of performance or audience participation. For example Marco Luccio recently had an opening at Steps Gallery on Lygon St and he had an opera singer perform! It was wonderful; an extra element of entertainment never goes astray. But it must be admitted that by and large they are just that – entertainment, creating atmosphere or ambience, but not significantly value adding to the work or my experience of the work.

A good friend of mine, Jenny Mitchell, recently had an exhibition. She did the whole lot food, drinks, performance… and somehow managed to create a whole other level of meaning for me.

I have been friends with her since doing the diploma together, so I have been privy to a certain extent to the thought process she went through in planning the show, getting the works ready and organizing the opening night. We have sat at Lentil As Anything at the Abbottsford Convent sipping tea as she ran ideas by me, though I can't say I contributed much except to say 'Wow, that sounds great Jenny!’

In the last few weeks before the show I was snowed under with concerns of my own so I wasn't able to help her in the final stages. When I went to the opening night I thought I knew what was coming and what to expect... and I did, as the plan hadn't changed much, it was the way it came together that blew me away. And, as so often happens, I think I actually found more/different meaning in it than Jenny had consciously chosen to communicate.

This is what I knew:
Jenny has been learning the cello in the last year or so and she wanted to play it on the opening night. She would play it while a digital slideshow was projected onto a wall next to her, a collage of quotes and images and an exploration of her thoughts about life, art and the journey she has taken over the last year in recovering from a severe breakdown. After that she would pull back a wall of fabric that had been hiding the room that actually held her paintings and people would be able to enter and see the works.

This is what I experienced:
The slide show gently drifted between images of her artwork, as yet unveiled, shown in abstract fragments, overlaid with snippets of poetry and her own words... elegant, restrained and yet so generous. She managed to talk about the darkest times she has had in the last year, she did not hide it, but neither did she fall into an indulgence of self-revelation. For me she hit a perfect balance. The music she had chosen was a most beautiful and haunting piece. These two alone (if the music had been played by someone else or on a CD player) would have been moving enough - but what really resonated and created for me a much more profound experience was all of this in combination with the physical reality of a person I hold dear to me, who I know has gone through hell in the last year, creating that music as we watched.

As she sat in front of us moving the bow and creating those resonances in sound, I became intimately aware of the other levels of movement and lived experience that it took to create the artwork, and write the words. I could see her in her studio moving the brush, mixing the paint. I could imagine what it must have been like to live the everyday (and every night) experience of a breakdown. The struggle to keep moving at all.

As the music progressed it moved into a more hopeful and gentle passage as Jenny neared the end of slideshow with words of hope and recovery. What the music and moving images did was not just move me to a deeper connection to the lived experience of creation, but it also tied in with a theme Jenny had been exploring in her words, which was the perception of and experience of time.

I have pondered the nature of music, art and time prior to this show. It has fascinated me how music is so linked to time. A painting or work of visual art is still; traditionally it is complete when presented to the public. You look at it and even if you spend time with it, and your thoughts move and shift in response to it, it in itself remains still, the same as when you first started looking at it. Music, on the other hand, is dependant on time. You cannot experience it without time, one moment follows another and one note follows another. The preceding notes set us up to experience the next. A gentle progression or a dramatic divergence from what went before helps create the mood. The way it takes some time to digest the stimulus of sound and our capacity to remember what went before allows the music to take us on a journey and tell a story. This experience is much closer to the reality of living life than the absolute stillness of a painting.

I think this is perhaps something to do with why I often enjoy creating paintings and going on that journey through time and colour to the finished product, more than I do looking at the finished work in a gallery. I suppose also that when my own works are finished they still resonate with that story that was told in the creation, something that the viewer does not have access to. I think, also, this is one reason how it can be that I love one painting so much and not another – yet people looking at them often have a very different connection.

So I think what happened for me was a wonderful fusion of all of those thoughts and feelings. It powerfully brought home the physical reality of her life. What we were reading was a lived experience for this person in front of us. The actions and movements of her mind, soul and body physically created the artwork we would soon be seeing. In exactly the same way as the cello was being played, in that moment and the next... and the next. And so too would her life go on, this show was just one in a long progression of lived moments. They would all slide into and onto each other like the notes of the music. It is a testament to her skill as an artist that she could take the experiences and memories of her life last year, I’m pretty sure many of which were not at all pretty or graceful, and shape them into something so poetic and beautiful.

The most poignant part, that which opened the door even wider to all of these thoughts and feelings, was that she did not play it perfectly. She played it astonishingly well, considering she had only been learning for a year. But every now and then a note was a little frail, or a little wobbly or a little short. That imperfection spoke volumes about the fragility of human ambitions. It spoke of the nature of learning (another journey; a thing that can only happen over time) and it described so perfectly the difference between what we aspire to and what, in our humanity, we achieve. I felt so much tenderness for humanity in that moment, for our attempts, our dreams, our limitations, our little and our big failings… and our courage in the attempts we make.